I used to dis-like myself. It wasn’t hate…but it was certainly not Love.
As I close my eyes right now, take a breath, be still and for a moment...
Go back to then,
Back to that time,
To those feelings,
The mean-ness. The loathing. The harshness. The criticism.
The internal battle. The internal hostility. The internal animosity.
My internal dialogue was NOT nice. My thoughts about myself were not nice. My thoughts about what I had done, created, achieved or not achieved were not niceMy thoughts about where I was in LIfe were not nice. My thoughts about my body, my body-fat, my hips, my tummy/abs, my skin - were not nice.
I didn’t hate myself...but I hated ON myself every day....and a lot. In my mind. In my thoughts. In my actions.
Not successful enough.
Not wealthy enough.
Not lean enough.
Not toned enough.
Not further along enough.
Not achieved enough.
And, this is how it played out, in actions, in life, in business, in the gym, in LIFE -
That’s the THING about these thoughts, actions and behaviours - they can come across as Success behaviours. And as Success patterns. And as “I am bettering myself” thoughts and actions.
But, what I have discovered was for Me and for most people… the REAL MOTIVE underlying it ALL is...
I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
I AM NOT ENOUGH.
I AM NOT WHO I WANT TO BE.
I AM NOT WHERE I WANT TO BE.
I AM NOT SUCCESSFUL ENOUGH, RICH ENOUGH, LEAN ENOUGH, TONED ENOUGH, RIPPED ENOUGH, SEXY ENOUGH, BEAUTIFUL ENOUGH, POWERFUL ENOUGH ETC, ETC.
I tell you this -
You can COVER UP a Universe-sized AMOUNT of -
LACK of SELF-LOVE
LACK OF SELF-WORTH
LACK OF SELF-ACCEPTANCE
LACK OF SELF-APPRECIATION
UNDER the MASK of being a Driven, Ambitious, Self-Improving Person!
I’m going to repeat that, because I really want this to SINK into your BEING-
YOU CAN COVER UP A UNIVERSE-SIZED LOAD OF YOUR LACK OF - Self-love, Self-worthiness, Self-acceptance, Self-appreciation, under a mask of BEING a Driven, Ambitious, Competitive, Passionate and Fierce person. 💥😩😵😱
I see you doing it. Pretty much ALL OF YOU.
I did it. For years. I lived and breathed a VEIL of driven, ambitious, achieving, striving and betterment. It was what I learned. It is how I was in the world. This is what most of us learn in childhood. In those early years when we are in a brain-wave state of taking IN thoughts, patterns, beliefs, ways-of doing, ways of being - in the world.
I see you DOING the same.
I see you BEING the same.
I see it in my clients, friends, colleagues.
I see it all over Facebook. Instagram. Social media. The internet.
But the TRUTH is, You will NEVER -
Get what you want,
Receive your desires,
Make it happen,
Have it all,
Have it last...
If you don’t transform this.
If you don’t change this.
If you don’t re-wire this.
We don’t get what we want, allow what we want, have what want, or keep what we want WHEN we don’t -
- Fully, truly, completely, entirely love ourselves, accept ourselves, appreciate ourselves and think ourselves WORTHY and deserving of it.
Whatever it is that you want, that you desire, that you seek to have, to do, to enjoy, to experience
It doesn’t matter if you are a WOMAN or a MAN. This applies to you, to everyone.
THIS IS THE WORK YOU MUST DO.
It’s challenging, it’s messy and raw and real and it’s straight-up in your face confronting at times…
If you say you want it all and you want to keep it, then this is the work that must be done.
I’ve done this work and I am here to help you, support you and facilitate you to do the same.
The life, business, body, abundance, success, love, relationship, lifestyle, freedom, friendships, experiences - that you really desire…
You will NEVER - Make it happen, get it, receive it, allow it to be, let it in, keep it, maintain it or have it all - if you don’t do this work.
I have created a special, in-depth 12-week program especially for you, to do this work.
It’s essential, it’s vital, it’s a non-negotiable if you want to create the life, joy, freedom, love, body and abundance you say you want.