I AM SELFISH AF TO MY SOUL…..AND...I WILL ALSO GIVE ALL OF MY HEART, LOYALTY, CARE, PASSION, MY BEING, MY ESSENCE, MY LOVE, MY SOUL TO LOVE AND MY LOVER... EVERY.SINGLE.TIME.
Something I have come to learn and KNOW over and over again, but more recently over and over and over again…
Is my truth,
And, that if you are like me, which I know many of you are
I am selfish af.
Selfish af to my Soul.
Life, my life and your life IS for the the expression and expansion of your Soul.
Your Heart. Your Essence.
However that is and whatever that looks like, and it is a pretty important to know what that is, too look deep inside and get clear on all that.
like all things in life, like LIFE ITSELF…
I will also give ALL of my heart, loyalty, every cell of my being, my care, my passion, my essence, my love, my Soul in love, in sex, to love, to my lover...every.single.time.
Maybe this is naive of me. Maybe this the the “pure” and innocent “child” that secretly lies deep within every Aries person....
This may in part be why, over the journey of my life, my heart gets hurt quite a bit...hahaha OK, I really mean…A LOT 😉
That’s the thing about this way of living and BEING and LOVING, right!?!? When you are all in, with yourself, you are all in with life, when you are all in with your Soul, then you are all in with love.
When you take a closer look at the seeming paradox, what you will notice and see, is that in fact, it is not a paradox at all.
Macro level paradox...micro level truth - all is one.
Because when you are ALL IN on your Soul, which is essentially what being selfish AF for your Soul, your truth and yoru expansion and expression is……
Well to go ALL IN in connections, in loyalty, in sex, in intimacy, in love...that’s just a given!
That’s really the what’s going on here, for me and...maybe for you too, for those of you who are like me 😉
I know it’s not for everyone, I know that, I see that, I see the ones that are asleep, asleep in life and love and asleep to their own Soul.
I see the people holding back, trying to control their heart and Soul. Trying to keep a tight GRIP on their emotions. Trying to keep a tight grip and stay in CONTROL of their heart….
What kind of life is that?!?!?
What kind of life experience is that?
What kind of LIFE and LOVE do you think you are every fucking going to experience when you DO THAT???
Yes, I know you are scared and it’s just fear, doubt, shame, guilt, and not feeling enough, or scared of being hurt...I KNOW it’s all that…
But gorgeoues and it’s a BIG but...
You are not here to grip your heart and your feelings and your Soul by the throat and cut off oxygen, cut off all air supply AND also close off possibility of EPIC CONNECTIONS, of EPIC LOVE, and of EPIC SEX!!!
And so that is WHY, I will continue to live life being selfish to my Soul...AND...as always….I will also give my heart, loyalty, love, every cell of my being, my essence, my being, my love, my Soul...
So of course, I’ll sign off here like this -
ALL my love 😉