Have you ever wondered,
In the quiet of your mind,
In the quiet of your home,
Maybe the quiet of your bed,
At night,
Or in the afternoon,
When you just can’t seem to get up,
When you are in the depths of your mind,
Your darkest thoughts,

Thinking about how,
That,
No matter how hard you try,
No matter what you DO,
You just don't seem to,

To feel HAPPY?
To feel BLISS?
To feel SOUL SOARING?
To feel ECSTASY?

To feel those things,
That deep within you,
You know are meant for you,
You know that is how it is meant to be,
Life,
And each day,
Everyday…

Do you ever wonder if maybe,
After all this time,
After all this struggle,
After all the trauma,
After all the heartache,
If,
Maybe,
Just maybe,
You are addicted...
To the pain...

And,
When you think that,
When you feel into that thought,
Part of your knows,
That somewhere,
Somehow,
Your body,
Or your mind,
Or your cells,
Have become,
Addicted,
To sadness,
And,
To that emotional pain.

It is true,
Our brain,
Our neural pathways,
Can become so hardwired,
So entrenched,
Literally,
Neurally,
That you may in fact,
Be addicted to pain,
To sadness...

To THAT deep,
Deep,
Emotional pain,
That you feel,
In your core.
In your being.

And,
If you do admit,
To such a HORROR,
If you do admit,
To such a SHAMEFUL thing...

Then what?
What next?
What how?
What why?
And,
What now?

Welcome to my past.
Addicted to emotional pain.
Neurally.
Re-enforced by more experiences than I care to share.

And,
The SHAME of such a thing.
Which just adds more Pain,
Pain on pain...

FYI,
That(!)
Is NOT a recipe for a BLISSFUL LIFE!!!

It is,
In fact,
A recipe for,
A PAIN FILLED LIFE.

But it served a purpose,
As do all our patterns,
Our behaviours,
Our addictions.
They serve us,
In some way.

I knew,
I didn’t want to LIVE from that space,
From that place,
From that energy,
I’d had enough pain in my life,
For me, for you, for a thousand people.

I decided,
That I would do all I could,
To change,
To re-wire,
To BE different,
Neurally,
And,
Being-ly.

I decided,
My life would be the most -
Blissful,
Pleasure-filled,
Radiant,
Orgasmic,
Soul-Soaring,
Phenomenal,
Experience possible.

I’m still getting there.
Some days I’m Soaring.
Some days I’m flying around on a magic carpet of bliss and pleasure!

Some days,
Not so much.
And that’s OK,
Because I’m doing my best,
I’m making a decision,
I’m committed to re-wiring.
And,
I’m committed to my Bliss. ✨💗

And what about you?

ARE YOU ADDICTED TO PAIN?

To that heavy, deep, core pain?

To that pain you feel in the cell of your being?

And if so, that’s OK.

I’m not here to JUDGE...ever.

I’m here because I UNDERSTAND!

I’m here because I KNOW it too,

And I also know,
There is a HAPPIER way,
A happier LIFE for you.

All you have to DO,

Is decide that you want it MORE than the PAIN,

And,

COMMIT to your BLISS.

 

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xx

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